this man.
a picture of mercy.
i never deserved a man like this. never in a million years.
this is how i can quite possibly begin to grasp the concept of mercy. and grace.
in this man.
why after a million mistakes and bad decisions? the hurt. the stupidity. the giving of my heart only to be broken. why?
because He always had a better plan. the perfect plan. one that was this man.
when i couldn't understand the moment i was in, His plan was this man. for me. forever.
He is the creator and sustainer of both of our hearts now one.
that smile. that laugh. the heart behind it. could it have been created for me to share this life with? to tenderly love our children? do i get to watch it grow and change every season of life?
it's mercy. it's grace.
it's all too much. to touch it. to have it forever. as long as we both shall live. joy fills my soul with this man.
it's a tangible mercy. a physical grace. in this man.
no, i don't deserve it. i never did and i never will.
as we laugh and cry and figure out all of this, He is mercy and grace.
and He is pouring it all over me in this man.
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